fiction-friday

“Literature is a luxury; fiction is a necessity.” – Gilbert K. Chesterton

“Signs of life”

When she’d said her name, Yolanda saw the king’s face brighten.

“Yolanda,” he repeated, trying it on, twisting it over on his tongue. “It suits you.”

Her cheeks burned red at that last. Opening her mouth to say something, Yolanda’s attempt failed and her lips formed a wide, girlish grin. She averted her eyes when she realized what she was doing. How was one to react to such attention from the king?

Next thing she knew, a hand touched her chin and gently brought her face to face with the king again. “Why do you always look away?” he asked, his green eyes taking her in. “You deprive me of your beauty.”

That really set Yolanda’s cheeks ablaze. “You’re kind, your majesty,” she managed to say through her growing embarrassment. Again, her incessant uncertainty and embarrassment forced her to avert her eyes.

“I speak only the truth,” he said. “Seeing you is like awaking from a long, laborious slumber.”

A funny thing to say, Yolanda thought. Pushing through her embarrassment, her eyes flicked back to gaze at him. He was truly handsome, and not simply because he was the king. She thought she saw what he meant by his comment. He had a pronounced, chiseled face – any woman with eyes to see would agree the king was bloody handsome – but his face was sad and tired. His dark green eyes possessed an intensity that likely worked in bending people to the king’s will. However, as Yolanda looked at the man, that intensity seemed also tired, almost dormant.

His other strong feature was his confident chin. At least, it had the potential to be. At that moment it looked as though it had not employed its confidence in a long while. Based on its smoothness – along with that of the adjacent cheeks – his majesty the king had recently shaven.

The longer her gaze lingered on the man, the more comfortable Yolanda grew, or at least less embarrassed. While stories of kings always portrayed them as some kind of other, larger-than-life monarchs who ruled their realms from on high, one step below the Maker and the under-gods, Yolanda saw in this king who stood before her something the stories and legends never emphasized or mentioned: He may be king, but he was just a man.

Suddenly, a clearing throat cut through the air like a knife through bread. In unison, both Yolanda and the king’s faces turned to see the monarch’s companion, the pointy-nosed man called Dygon, with an intense and – to Yolanda, it seemed – perturbed expression on his face.

“Your majesty, they will not wait much longer,” he said. Raising a hand, Dygon extended his index finger to point toward the looming entry doors of the Maker’s Temple. “As Xanis said, the Speakers have prepared the chapel. It has…” Dygon trailed off as his eyes flicked between Yolanda and the king. He did not finish.

“Yes, yes, Dygon,” the king said, brushing aside the man’s obvious impatience with the wave of a hand. “It has been a long year.”

Saying those words altered something in the king, Yolanda saw. During their flirtatious exchanges, the man’s eyes twinkled, and his dormant confidence looked ready to roar to life like a man stretching after a long sleep. But the bubble of life in him deflated, forcing that energy to retreat.

The heavy, haunting gong of the temple’s bells shattered Yolanda’s thoughts.

“They will begin to gather for the midday service soon,” Dygon said. “Please, Paeter, let us go inside.”

The king released a heavy sigh, but nodded his agreement. He glanced one final time at Yolanda. “I thank you, Yolanda Thatcher,” he said. “You have been a ray of sun to my most cloudy of souls. Our chance encounter today has lessened the weight on my all-too-heavy heart. May the Maker’s blessing be upon you.” He reached for her hand and pulled it to his lips. “And may we meet again.” He laid a soft kiss upon her hand. Fresh crimson appeared on Yolanda’s cheeks and it took all her wherewithal not to swoon.

With a nod of farewell, the king walked past Yolanda toward the temple doors. Dygon watched the king thoughtfully before turning a curious expression on Yolanda. Unlike the king’s gaze, this man’s made Yolanda feel exposed, as though he were examining her, sizing her up and down, inside and outside. He considered her a brief moment longer before speaking.

“Who are you?” His voice was not accusatory; rather simply curious.

Unsure what he meant by such a question, Yolanda fidgeted, avoiding eye contact. She turned to watch the king walk the rest of the way to the temple door, looking away only after the man vanished inside. “I’m sorry,” she said. “I don’t…I’m just a village girl a long way from home. Please.”

She chanced a glance at Dygon, arching an uncertain eyebrow. The man cocked his head. “A village girl,” he repeated. “Which village?”

“Dresden,” she said, feeling her stomach slowly begin to tie itself in knots.

The man’s eyebrows shot upward. “You are a long way from home,” he said.

“I am,” Yolanda said, nodding. She took a deep breath, anticipating the next question. She knew it had to come. But how could she explain?

“Do you know what today is?” Dygon said.

Yolanda blinked. The question caught her off guard. The ever-tightening knot in her stomach loosened, more out of confusion than relief. “I…”

The man waved away her non-answer. “I mean for the king,” he said. “What today is for the king.”

Yolanda bit her lip and narrowed her eyes. Clearly, she had run into the king on his way to the temple for…something. But she knew not what. After a few moments thought, she could not hazard a guess.

“He has been dreading this day for many weeks,” Dygon said. “And as he steps out of the carriage, he sees you, standing up here, wide-eyed and awestruck. He smiles and laughs for the first time in a year.” He paused. “A year. A year mired in melancholy, and a girl from a backwater of the realm draws up signs of life from within him, at least for a few moments.” Dygon shook his head.

Yolanda eyed the pointy-nosed man. She did not understand. True, the king had obviously been melancholy – she had seen it clearly in his eyes, face; it clung to him like a darkness, a sickness – but a year without smiling or laughing? Such a notion sounded so foolish, so ridiculous! Yet, she had seen the man.

“Will you?” Dygon said.

Lost in her own thoughts, it took Yolanda a moment to understand the man had asked a question that she had missed. “I’m sorry?” she said.

Arching a curious eyebrow, Dygon considered Yolanda briefly before repeating his question. Clearing his throat, he asked, “I’ve no doubt the king will wish to see you again. Will you come dine with us at the palace?”

image by Snugg LePup (creative commons)

image by Snugg LePup (creative commons)

Welcome to the daily gallen! I’ve hit the road today. I have the privilege of guest posting for my good friend, Chad Jones. You can read my post, Angry With Myself, at his Randomly Chad blog.

If you’re visiting from Randomly Chad, thanks for stoppin’ by! My name’s tim and I’m a writer. I muse on life, writing, faith, and other oddball things here at the daily gallen. I even share some fiction.

Here’s a smattering of posts to get to know me better:

Perfection, rewriting, and killing your darlings

God is unfair

Whimsy and awe

The Handsome Young Man

A letter to my unborn child

 

A few random haiku

May 14, 2013 — 4 Comments

OK, so I’ve honestly never written haiku before, so I tried my hand at it. Definitely was a challenge. I’m not even sure if these are any good or if they just suck. Either way, hope you enjoy!

“Air Conditioner”

In the heat of the night
the cool wind blows
warming the outside air.

“Haiku Block”

Words hard to come by
just out of reach. Writing
haiku ain’t easy.

“Doctor Haiku”

Mad man in a box
traveling through space and time
Who else could it be?

My wife and I have long had a plan. A set of ideas, thoughts, and dreams for what we want our life to be. We’ve long talked about it, and have even managed to maneuver our way toward it.

Even with this amalgam of dreams and desires floating about in our heads, most times we’ve – OK, I’ve – felt like we’ve been treading water. Like our car’s stalled, stuck in the mud, and no matter how hard we press on the gas we’re just kicking up mud and spraying it everywhere.

(OK, that makes it sound like we’re in a terrible place, which we’re not. But I digress.)

So, after talking about it together this past weekend, we managed to reaffirm our mutual desire and direction for our life together.

Over beer – cheers! – we wrote down the steps for our next move forward.

In case you don’t know, there’s a funny thing that happens when you actually put into writing something you long to do.

Shit gets real. Real fast.

Unlike that drug-like euphoria that hits you at the early stage of dream-chasing, when you feel invincible and you believe nothing will get in your way, when dreams get real something else happens.

When dreams really get real, there’s this mixture of trepidation and excitement that manifests inside of you. Trepidation because resistance rears its ugly head, calling into question everything you just wrote down. Excitement because, by putting pen to paper and writing out the plan in black and white, you’re choosing not to listen to that resistance.

Most people lead lives of quiet desperation – or so Henry David Thoreau observed – following the conventional path that society has laid out for them. There’s nothing inherently wrong with this path. Many through the generations have accomplished much while walking it.

But what we fail to remember or even realize is that the conventional path is not the only path. By believing otherwise robs us of the possibility of an even greater life. Far too often, I believe, it completely robs us of the life we’re truly meant to live.

As for my wife and me? Well, we know what’s next. Or, at least, what we must do next to make it one step closer. Sure, we could choose to not do it, to simply continue doing what we’ve been doing. (Hey, our lives are pretty sweet, to be honest.) But knowing deep in our marrow and even further down still into the depths of our hearts the life we dream of living, we must keep moving counter to the conventional.

What about you?

fiction-friday

“Literature is a luxury; fiction is a necessity.” – Gilbert K. Chesterton

“A name given”

Yolanda watched the blue-robed man until he disappeared inside the temple. When he vanished, she felt a weight lift off her shoulders she didn’t even know had been weighing on her.

“It is time, your majesty.” Turning at the voice, Yolanda saw the point-nosed man standing next to the king, a hand resting on the monarch’s shoulder. The king seemed not to notice or give any indication he had heard his companion speak. Rather, his eyes were focused on the temple door. But even that wasn’t right, Yolanda saw. In truth, while the king looked in the direction of the entrance, he didn’t appear to be there at all. His physical body stood there, but his eyes looked as though they saw something beyond, something Yolanda could not see except in the king himself. A deep sadness.

Out of instinct or something else, Yolanda reached out a hand and grabbed the king’s hand. “I know not why you are sad, your majesty, but I am sorry.”

As soon as the words were out of her mouth, Yolanda realized what she was doing and immediately retracted her hand. “Oh gods! I’m so sorry!” she cried, feeling the rush of red in her cheeks. “I–I’m — forgive me.” Knowing not what else to do, Yolanda knelt again and averted her eyes. Fool, fool girl! she berated herself.

What came next was one of the most pleasant sounds Yolanda had ever heard. A full belly laugh that sounded like music to her ears. “Up, girl! Up!” the king said. Two hands pressed firmly on Yolanda’s shoulders. Raising her head, she met the king’s face: the melancholy gone, or at least held at bay, replaced with a wide grin on his handsome face. The king’s green eyes were bright and alert, unlike the dull, glazed over sheen that covered them a moment ago.

Yolanda’s own green eyes met the king’s. Time either seemed to stop or increase in speed; Yolanda was unsure which. Regardless, she wished for the moment to never end.

If anything were to ruin the moment, it would be the pointy-nosed man. When he cleared his throat, Yolanda felt like a thousand tiny knives stabbed her. Having her shared look with the king interrupted, Yolanda glared at the other man. His eyes met hers, but he registered her glare with no reaction.

“It is time, your majesty,” the main said.

“Yes, yes,” the king said. With their moment broken, Yolanda saw that the king’s melancholy returned. His face, full of life a moment before, became sallow and long. “You are right, Dygon.” The king offered a weak smile at Yolanda, which she could not help but return with one of warmth and wonder.

“Come along, your majesty,” the man named Dygon said. He began striding toward the temple door. But the king did not follow. Instead, he eyed Yolanda with a curiosity most women saw from men on occasion. A curious look that hesitated at asking something more.

“Philosopher Xanis said the Speakers of the Dead…” The man named Dygon trailed off when he realized the king did not follow him. “Your majesty?”

But the king did not hear him. Nor, by the looks of it, did he care to. At that moment, he had eyes only for Yolanda, and she for him. The two stood on the landing at the top of the great staircase at the Maker’s Temple, the early spring sun shining down on them, oblivious to their surroundings.

“What is your name?” the king asked with more than just his voice. The way he gazed at her, his whole body – from his stubble to his feet shook with the question. “Please, I must know.”

That last elicited a sly smile from Yolanda. “You must, must you?” She cocked her head to the side, tapping her finger repeatedly against her lip as if giving serious consideration to the man’s request.

“Yolanda,” she said finally. “My name is Yolanda Thatcher.”